Welcome to the season of the dark, the sacred time of year where we hold vigil for the light as we enter into what I call the “dark night of the soul”. How can I see the brilliant galaxy of the night sky, my own North Star, when the sun is too bright?

I embrace this dark night as my sanctuary for going into my own depth of darkness and offer a graceful acceptance to fall into the unknown. How sweet the stillness of night, the intimacy of the quiet, as I willing reflect on what is being presented.

Life during Covid has been nothing short of challenging. The obstacles being presented have given me the opportunity to go deeper inward and practice patience and acceptance. I let go the familiar and embrace the mystery of the dark season. We are being asked to go slow down and reflect on the wonder of life, not for what we do but for who we are. Our yoga practice is more important than ever to cultivate a healthy body and mind.

I love the rituals of my morning practice which allows me to live with an inner knowing of some deeper trust. YAF offers morning classes to begin the day with a community of support. The blessing of this time has been our zoom connection. Together, we maintain a community that can stabilize our fluctuating mental and emotional minds. I know it takes effort on these dark mornings to get out of bed, but this is the nourishment that our soul demands to get the light on.

We are being asked to be the light in the world, to shine out the kindness and compassion that is so needed. Our community together creates a collective healing; we need each other. We might not be able to physically hug, but energetically we can feel the connection of belonging. The effort made will inspire your day. Inspiration is to breathe life into the soul, to feel and to cultivate the magic of living from the heart.

Together, as we move towards the solstice on December 21, let us renew our commitment to bring in the beauty of the day by lighting our own pilot light! Let us be the calm and peace in the storm for others.

The ancient texts of yoga offer a deeper study of understanding the mind. The mind can be our best friend or our worst enemy. Please de-link from the habit of a detracted mind that leads into doubt. Doubt feeds fear; Fear feeds danger. When the world feeds fear and doubt, we lose our way in the dark.

However, the teachings share that we always have a choice. We can choose to bring the attention inward and cultivate a steady focused mind by linking to our breath. To bring together the body and breath, we can shift the autonomic nervous system and awaken an inner calm of knowing.

A peaceful presense of being must be felt in the body. We cannot control the outcome, but be present to the actual experience of what is being revealed, without judging whether it is pleasant or unpleasant. We can simply witness the mystery and awe of being fully alive. I want to inspire the inner knowing to awaken, and together we can shine our brilliant lights. The joy is to actually feel the calm and ease as the nervous system shifts as we unfold to possibility.

It is in the season of the dark when we plant the seeds of creativity. Listen to the inner knowing and be still. This is profound opportunity to nourish the unseen, the invisible. Take away the form and allow us to transform into something new.

I have grieved that the old has to fall away and I have accepted this season with the willingness to let go. There is no rebirth without the death. Transformation is the gift of living and let us be grateful that we can be the light in the stormy night.

The light in me honors the light in you,

Laura Jane

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